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09/07 to 18/07.
The beginning of the 'phase' that I had mentioned about. I definitely believe I'd have fun, although I know going in means leaving things behind, shifting my focus away just to fufil the darn government service. LoL. Gonna be back in 10 days. Well, Im looking foward to the marksman and the frag.g throwing event. *rubs hands in anticipation*
Thanks for the all the 'goodbyes' and dinner(s). I know I will be away, but Im not away to die. (:
Edmund Tan SW! Yes Sir!
I'll be walking around in a nice fitting white uniform.
lol. Just you wait.
Yeah. Some things will change. Inevitable. I'd just hope it's the best out of choices. Time will tell for sure. Aye. I'm off.
Toodles.
Recorded at 12:15 AM
Picture yourself at a crossroad.
Cars, crowds, commotions at every corner of the street that you can think of.
Deafening concerts, loud posters, graffti, thick curtains of fumes, unremitting choir of honks...
You screamed/shouted/covered your ears/shut your eyes..
One.
Two.
Three.
Suddenly you find yourself in a peaceful, tranquil scenery. No cars, no people. No pollution no nothing. It's just you, the rocks, the opiate sea, the hushing breeze and the rustling of crisp palm leaves. You began to stroll along a vast white beach. You wonder what kind of phenomenon has just struck you moments ago. Before you could even comprehend further, another stupendous, picturesque view unveils before your very eyes.... Slowly, you snug yourself between the lagoon rocks.
It's just you.
And the andante rolling sea...
I tell you guys. Throughout my 1 week of away-from-home-at-genting-&-at-extreme-camp, Ive ENJOYED moments as such. You are on inevitable platforms.. School, work, high-level of fun and excitment, depression, disappointment, frustration, and the list goes on and on...
You prayed for peace and suddenly, it just hail as if it was answered immediately...
I really enjoyed the 'scenery'.
I can even PROCLAIM that it beats all the swell times at the theme park, movies, shopping spree, extreme camp's skits, telematches and all.
A simple flight from the hubble.
Wings.
Recorded at 7:15 PM
WHATS UP EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay. That's for the loud introduction. Yeah. I'm heading down to Genting from 16/6 to 18/6 and Extreme Camp 2008 from 19/6 to 21/6. It's gonna be a blast for the former man. Haha. Time to get together and enjoy thrills. Guys Gathering. Dont miss me. Kidding. My phone's still gonna be with me the entire week so, if anyone needs to contact me please use Da Pigeon. LOL. Just a joke. Please feel free to contact me. I'll be there to help.
Hmmm. Recently I've been thinking alot. No. Circumstances beget me to do so. The previous sermons about manhood and LOVE did cause a stir in my rigid opinions about some stuff. But eh, all's well. LOL. Just wanna type this out to remind myself. I have lots and lots of IDEAS & strategies. But if I dont plan it or take action, it will be nothing but a waste.
Alright. Sad to say. Needless to say. A transistion is placed before me. It's like a porthole. I'm gonna partake it soon. When I'm out, I'm gonna love the NEXT world that's out of that porthole. Imagine. Let me illustrate for you folks. You're just an ordinary farmer's child, dwelling in a humble abode somewhere in the middle east. You were playing soccer happily with your village friends when the ball's being kicked deep into the forest. You hunt the ball yourself and suddenly, a magical porthole stands aloof before you. You stepped into the porthole, one foot in, glanced back at the far sight of your soccer friends and village. Next thing you know, you are already in the porthole. And out of the porthole, you see an urban landscape. Skyscrapers, bustily environment, something you never imagined in your entire life before. LOL. Cool huh.
I'm gonna be the child that takes the porthole to a new, fresh and tantalizing outlook.
Oh. Thanks Jae. I owe you one.
Recorded at 2:55 PM
Today... lol.. Interesting as usual. Had a great dinner at MOS. Saw Yan Zhi's sister working at MOS. When yz and zl went to order, I was wondering why they took so long.. Approximately 10 minutes plus zzz. When it was jordan and my turn, no wonder.. 1 counter and a very LONG queue. -.-
But anyway, it was then, after dinner, we snugged ourselves behind some sleazy 'ikea' chairs outside Coffee Embassy. Interestingly, I didnt expect activities @ CCs to be much of an enticement. It sort of lure us out, sitting still and watching all the action buzzing around. Wonder what we were watching? Firstly, some taekwondo lessons. Blackbelt instructors cornering around redbelts whilst the yellowbelts watch in enthusiasm. LoL. The thing works like a chronological order. Yellowbelts - 4 to 5 years old. Redbelts - 7 to 9 years old. Blackbelts - 18+. LOL. Anyway, they were just kicking here and there, probably in a spar or something. Heck. The real deal was..
A confident, neat and sharp basketball player. Funny thing is. He's INDIAN. But he has this sorta mixed Indian and Eurasian kinda look. Anyway, he's the best STREET basketball-er that I have ever seen in YEARS. For almost 30 mins of breathtaking spectation, I gaped in awe and cried 'Pawned. Pawned. Wow. Woah!' LOL. He's fast, swift, daring, bold, CONFIDENT, strong. But yeah, all the bballers are tall and skinny. He's got tattoos all over his body but who cares, as long as he plays like a king. LOL. Seriously, 5 players. He's akin to the rest of the 4 players' coach. "Cmon you guys play better!" "Cannot make it la. TRY AGAIN!" "Shoot la. Why do you have to QIE QIE to get the ball in you **%$*" Everything was great. Sans the vulgarities and borishness.
Even up to a point. He took all 4 players by himself. He can dunk, he can jump, he's fierce. He's like a flying bullet annihlating all foes and rivals across the battlefield. Haha. Confident I must say. I respect him. All hail.
Yeah.. Did alot of stuff before & after. I cant rmb. All I know is I need my bed real quick. Lol.
Gotta bounce.
Shoosh.
Recorded at 2:11 AM
Folks! Welcome to HarvestLife Church. My name's Edmund & I'm the host for tonight's show. Yeahhhhh. LOL. A cliche you might say? That's what's gonna happen on the 7th June. Nevertheless peeps, do bring your friends and all to join us for this wonderful event!
Well. You can say this is the best event that Ive planned with Freda so far. Nah. I couldnt have done it with Jordan. So I'm here once again to thank my bro. Thanks yo. *Smack on the back* lol.
Gonna change my blogskin real soon. Look at it. I'm just feeling cramped and bored by black and white. I like the rockstar in the background thou. Just pushes me more for my dream. LOL. Kidding. Like what can a picture do to me -.- . Well. I'm going to suspend my lessons for 3 months till I complete BMT. Army stinks. :x No. It's gonna be a drift in the woods. Woot.
Yeah. Anyone willing to be my punching bag? I'm getting annoyed these few days. Not to mention, after hearing pastor's sermon on manhood, I'm feeling 'remorseful'. Yeah. No link to the sermon but many things I would like to say but I prefer keeping my mouth shut. I'll work my frustrations through sports and QT.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Boring.
Out.
Recorded at 12:17 AM
Hi. Hi. Hi. Probably this is going to be a blear post since I'm going KO anytime soon. lol. *Slumps*
Right. You guys should already know I'm leading PRAISE at Mid-week level. Let me tell you, it aint nothing like standing behind X-avier, comfortably nudged behind that marked space of mine and singing as a support vocalist. It felt weird seriously. And half of the time I'm just trying to think how should I PROMPT, MOVE, EXPRESS & 'POSE'. lolol. Right. I'll just imagine I'm a rockstar ehhh? :x
Marketing, writing, composing musical pieces, playing the piano, singing, designing, planning..... I'm drifting so FAR away from the SCIENCE field and venturing, discovering my abilities and forte in the ARTS field. Zzzz. Man I should have just kicked EEE in the butt. *regrets*
Kidding. I aint regretting anything. I'm just looking foward to work in a diversity of arts and science fields. Hybrid's better than specialist. (:
NS.NS.NS. To be honest, I'm looking foward to everything AFTER NS, not NS itself. Well, at least I'm sure it will give me the body that I want. LOL. Okayokay. I'm too beat to continue.
Stay tune!
*Snores*
Donkey & Twig? LOLOLOL.
Recorded at 12:50 AM
A little bit of 'this' and a little bit of 'that' plus a moderate amount of 'those' with a dose of 'these' and I'm a model. LOL. Kidding.
Recently met up with Zzl, Yan and Ken. You can say we didnt change. Still look like kids. LOL. Argh. I was telling Yan what's with our hormones. Maybe we should inject some growth hormones and start leaping like frogs and maybe we can all grow like Jack and the Beanstalk. The beanstalk. Not Jack. We met at MACs and started crapping around, liasing about our genting plans and then crapping again. It's fun luh. Afterall, what are friends for? LOL.
I discovered that I'm more suitable for 'touch-and-go' tasks. Seriously, should i consider evangelism? LOL. Join Karen. Tsktsk. I enjoy making acquaintances, knowing the superficial side of them but the more I'm being pushed to follow up closely in detail, I lose the momentum and become.. stiff? lol.
Someone open the windows please. It's stuffy in here. I need air.
Argh.
Recorded at 7:08 PM
Dear diary,
Is it me or is a bygone (Readers please do not intepret as Baygone, the cockroach killing spray) knocking on my 'steadfast' door? It's like a malady creeping upon me once again. The same old dread that gripped me so tightly that I can hardly think. LOL. Okay. Not that exaggerating but, I cant seem to shake it off.
But hey, it's this annoying hunch that made me into who I am today. Somehow I hold my stand more steadily, I clutch that oar so firmly that I'm determined to row all the way to 7th heaven. But, cmon, it's tiring. Seriously. Sometimes I just wanna quit and focus on my dreams and the things I wanna accomplish.
God is there hearing me out everytime.
God never'd forsake me.
God showed me the way.
You know what? It's like telling yourself. "Hey, I'm not bad ya know? I'm gonna take a very good picture so that I can model someday." But in the midst of looking up to professional models, you dont see the flaw and hardwork they had dug in.
Failure? No.
Time.
Recorded at 8:16 PM
The beatitude of the holder lies in her eyes... To once I believed, loving her was a liberal education. Once a delicate and loving look turns to a ill and blank stare, leaves the phrase 'Love sought is good, but given unsought is better. ' such a meaningless blare.
*Ring ring*
" Heyy.. Erm.. You doing anything?"
" Nth much. Tv. Why?"
" Oh.. Bored.. Kinda miss you too. So here I am. *smiles*"
" Hmm. This show's nice. Haha."
" Ohhhh. What show? *shows enthusiasm*"
" Some girl likes boy, boy doesnt appreciates initially but in the end they're together again.. "
" I miss you... "
" Yup. Same here. "
*Silence*
" I go watch my show. Talk to you later."
" Ohh. Okay.... Bye. "
Prince charming with the glass shoe... Out looms an undaunted beauty, Cinderella herself in smutty raiment. A 'happily-ever-after' sought by many.
"I miss you so..." My heart plunges into deep, intoxicating waters. Apprehension was concealed within bliss itself. "Will it leave one day?"
Okay. Done with my story. I'm open to other topics/genre. Tag me with any request of any story/short poem that you want. Perhaps for your loved ones or any occassion. Beep me for more information. -Edmund
P/S: I suck at writing 'ANGRY' novels if you know what i mean. So. No services for that genre. Thanks.
Recorded at 4:23 PM
Okay. This is gonna be a boring post. I'm not that cruel to leave my dear diary dormant anyway.
Hmm. Right. Yesterday (Sunday) . Went WWW with Regina, Karen & Jordan. Yup. It's wild wild wet if you guessed correctly. It's wet. It aint wild. Somehow the rides dont really THRILL me anymore. Somehow the $4 discount didnt really mean anything and SOMEhow.. the sunburn was so uncalled for. Argh. I'll start lovin' you sunblock. Seriously. Prolly I'll wed you after i enter army.
Regular folks: Gun = Wife
Me (Unique personnel): SunBlock = Wife
Heck. I'll buy some. LOL. Hmm. I've this revelation in me suddenly. Some people dont cherish things initially and later on realises it but it's all too late. Some people just treasure their 'treasure' so much that in the end they claimed 'treasure' as TRASH. Ironical huh. I tell you what . Both cases that I've mentioned are ungodly.
Conclusion? Worldy traits and teachings = Pos. Piece of shit.
The only solution is God Himself. Wanna know what has one size that fits all? God's word. Bible.
Read it today.
Amen.
Recorded at 1:55 AM
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